每次我都很努力的去做,

尽量的不要去出任何差错,

但是我最终还是做错了..

我真的不知道要怎样了..

好想放弃..

可是每每遇到挫折就想放弃是不对的啊!!

我一定要想办法让自己坚强..

让自己努力的去面对未来所会面对的的种种困难及挑战!!

朋友们,为我加油吧~ ^^

时间真的过的好快,好快,转眼间,SPM预考就已经要到了..可是我真的不知道自己在干什么..总是提不起劲去读..总是无法专心去读..既使看到朋友都在努力的啃书..自己还是很轻松..每天不是看戏就是上网..不然就发呆..真的不知道自己到底是怎么了..谁能告诉我..我到底怎么了??我要怎样才能改善这样的情况..我真的不想在SPM失败..因为失败的滋味是非常痛苦的..真的好希望自己能够在这次的预考考到好成绩..因为预考的成绩可以拿来申请奖学金..还有其他有用的用途..朋友,们,祝福我吧~

7月22日，张栋梁来summit的日子。身为栋梁的粉丝，我当然不会错过这个难能可贵的机会啦～于是，补完习后，我便赶到summit啦～哇～好多人啊！！我大概4点10分到吧。。可是已经有很多人了。。我根本没有办法走到舞台前，只能站在迎接栋梁的队伍里。。好挤、好热啊！！好多人都来目睹栋梁的风采～这证明了栋梁是越来越红啦！！开心丫～终于，栋梁来了，可是场面似乎差点失控，因为每个人都争向前，为的就是亲眼目睹微笑王子－张栋梁！我真的很开心，因为我可以亲眼看到栋梁～还蛮近距离的哦！！开心～！！不过只看到侧面啦～不过对我而言，这样就已经很棒了！！由于实在太多人了，我无法清楚的看到栋梁在台上唱歌的样子。。但是有给我瞄到栋梁啦。。哈哈。。买了栋梁的改版专缉，拿到栋梁的亲笔签名的我，真的开心到………无法用言语形容啊！！我只能说：“栋梁真人真的帅呆了！！比在电视上/报章上看到的帅！！”栋梁，我会永远支持你的！！加油哦！！^^

Why I say today I’m so happy? The reason is very simple, that’s today is my birthday~ Haha.. So happy today.. Well, first of all, I’m in the cloud nine because I receive a lots of blessing today not only from my friends, but also from my teacher!! Here, I would like thank a lots of people.. So please allow me to list out the name.. Ee Xian, Au, Julia, Hui Chee, Zhi Wei, Sze Yee, Chai Yune, Sook Wei, Wee Sin, Min Xan, Gina, Hui Xian, Shi Chin, Sin Yi, Yu Chyn, Rong Xin, Hui Fern, Lee Yin, Kai Ling, Fatin, Nabilah, Aini, Rafiziatul, PN TORIANI, PN ADIBAH n so on.. So many of you~ I’m so sorry if I’ve left some name as my memory is not so good..

Well, this year I’ve get a similar present which I’ve get it when my 15^th birthday~ Haha.. But it’s from different person la.. Well, it’s a necklace which have the letter “L”.. Well.. They bought this for me just because every first letter of my name start with the letter “L”.. It’s really very lovely & I like it very much.. Thanks a lots~ In fact, for me, the most PRECIOUS present is ALL YOUR BLESSINGS!! I’m really feel very happy & I’m really appreciate you all.. Hopefully we’ll be friends forever & the teachers will happy always & always in the pink of health~ Lastly, let me say something, that is “THANK YOU, GALS!”

Well.. my busy sch life start after my duty on early morning.. after seeing pn sarimah to ask for her name, no I/C and address and tell her about ELS’s trip, I would like to go back to the class.. when I’m on my way, I saw miss nor n she ask me to find mei ting n tell her she wants to meet her at 10am in the staff room today.. after that.. I’m being called by pn adibah for she wants me to be ready with the form for the new prefect.. she also ask me to ask form 2 n form 4’s form tcher is there any suitable student which can be selected as a prefect.. well.. after that.. I went back to my class n do my est.. after about 10 minutes, 2 students come n ask all chairmen of certain club to see her at about 10am as she wants to give us a briefly explanation for the camping tomorrow.. Oh, my God! I haven’t find 6 person to join the camping.. same goes to sze yee, gina n chieh mei.. so 4 of us will out n find our assistant.. unluckily, my assistant, jie jing say that she had tried her best but she didn’t get any.. well.. what can I do? Go to class by class to ask whether is there any students who’re interested in camping.. forget to tell u all.. teacher ask my club to find 3 Indians n 3 chinese students.. be4 10am, I juz manage to get 1 Indian girl from form3..

Then.. we go for meeting at 10am.. pn asmah tell us that we need to find students to join the camp by hook or by crook.. she also allow me to find at least 2 chinese students, 2 malay students, 1 indian students n 1 more is Katrien.. our foreign friends from overseas.. after that.. again.. I go class by class to find.. finally.. I still left 2.. well.. I’ve skip 3 classes so far.. n after that is mr kek’s class.. my bc class.. well.. we need to rush back as we don’t want & we know that we cannot skip this class.. so we go back to study for about 45 minutes.. after that.. I went to staff room to take bc books.. but I’m unable to find that.. so I decided to go back.. but at that time.. pn zanariah, our library teacher, stopped me.. she says she wants to give prizes on Monday n ask me who should she finds.. I tell her it’s me to be in charge of assembly.. so she ask me to go in library n listen to what she say.. I’m very.. pek cek.. cox it’s still bc class.. I dunno when mr kek knows that, what will he response.. after about 5 minutes, I go out from the library.. I saw ee xian n she ask me whether I manage to get the book n I say no.. she says that mr kek had went out to help me find the books.. I’m very shocked when I know this.. well.. after that some1 had sent the books to our class..

After bc class, I rush out again to find my last 2 chinese students to attend the camping.. well.. I failed to get.. I run here n there but failed to find.. so disappointed.. especially when I know that my other frdz have done it.. still left chieh mei n me.. poor chieh mei.. always being bullied by others.. well.. we decided to go to pn asmah n ask her whether we can find afternoon session students.. she says can as she had get the permission from pn hanita n she’ll tell miss tan later.. well.. unexpectedly.. afternoon session’s students are very eager to go to the camping.. after explaining to them all the details, it’s alrdy 1.00 + + pm.. all my frdz have go back n I’m alone n wait for my bus to come at 2pm.. it’s really a busy life for me 2day..

Last but not least.. I would like to tell somebody that..

GINA, I’m very sorry as I’ve lost my temper n u’re the one who is being the “scapegoat” of my anger.. I’m really very sorry.. I know u’re having a headache, but me too.. I just dunwan to express it out only.. well.. I’m really sorry for my unreasonable action..

SZE YEE, CHOO LAY, GINA, YEN YEE.. I’m sorry for I’ve say that ur club “stole” my club members.. I’m sorry for I’m really very pek cek as I cannot find any students.. maybe my tone is a bit rash, but I’m not intend to do that.. I HOPE YOU ALL CAN FORGIVE ME FOR I’M AN EMOTIONAL PERSON.. I’M REALLY SORRY.. 

~ 在人生的旅途中有许多的挫折，没有人是一生平顺的，
   
   但又何尝不是一个训练自己的好机会，要懂得在逆境中去学习、
   
   挑战、成长、甚至去改变的，才是最为可贵。。。

~ 如果现在的挫折，能带给你未来的幸福、请忍受它；
   
   如果现在的快乐，会带给你未来的不幸、请抛弃它；
   
   生命中的每个挫折、每个伤痛、每个打击，都有它的意义。。。

前两天到学校补课..

我们班又发生怪异的事情了！！

这次竟然是血迹！！

是血迹！！

是真的！！

我们没有看错！！

竟然在慧晶的位子那里..

恐怖！！

一大滩的血迹就在那里..

那个就在我位子后面的桌子底下！！

但是那是什么血迹呢？？

太奇怪了..

可能是前几天来淑微的位子睡觉的猫留下来的吗？？

(注:淑微的位子就在慧晶隔壁)

可是并没有发现猫的尸体丫..

当然，

我们也没看到其他动物的尸体..

留下了这么多的血..

怎么可能跑去其他地方呢？？

再说血迹在拖了一段距离后就停止了..

究竟是什么东西留下来的呢？？

大家不禁起了鸡皮疙瘩..

为什么今年我们班这么“幸运”呢？？

接二连三的事件不禁让我们感到不安..

到底为什么不幸的事件一次又一次的发生在我们班呢？？

我们很想知道..

但是没有人可以给我们正确的解释..

而我们也只能在心里默默地祈祷..

祈祷着这是最后一件的怪异事件..

不会再有下一次了..

我..

是这么的希望着的..

有一种朋友，叫做损友。是常在你心爱的人面前挖苦你，亏你，吐槽你，是常常扯你后腿，但他确是个从不真正伤害过你的人！

有一种朋友，叫做开心果。是吊儿郎当时多，正经八百时少，是常常惹得你火冒三丈。逗得周围的人捧腹大笑，但他却是个从不做出令你无法原谅他的人！

又有一种朋友，叫做真心朋友。他或许不常陪你欢笑，但他却是个能与你相拥而泣的人；你或许常常忽略他，不常找他，但他却是个愿花时间陪伴你的人；他或许不是诙谐逗趣，但他却是个曾叫你感动莫名的人；他或许不善与你哈拉，但他却是个听你说话的人！

真心朋友，他是个呆子。他不会让你露宿街头，他会为了你的栖身之处而到处奔波：他把你的事当作他的事；他不会让你感到无助；他不会丢你独自一个人孤单！

虽然真心朋友可能是个呆子，但却是你无法舍弃一个你喜欢的呆子！！！

请你好好想一想，你生命中是否已有一个这样的呆子？

新年快到了..